My 30 No Alcohol Challenge - Day 7

The Bad News…. Last night I fell off the wagon.

We were sitting socializing with a bunch of friends, and my partner unthinkingly poured a glass of refreshing Hunters Gold and handed it to me.

As I accepted it, a number of conflicting thoughts ran through my mind. Part of me wanted to refuse it, but part of me wanted to accept it. But if I drink it then I’m breaking a 6 day streak and would have to start right from the beginning again. Plus I would have to publicly acknowledge my failure on my blog page and website.

Or I could accept it, not say anything but not drink it. But then it would be under my chair taunting me and teasing me the whole evening L. In the end, I accepted it and enjoyed a few sips before

taking myself off to bed and burying my head under the covers to avoid confronting the situation and dealing with it.

The Good News…................................... I woke up!

​ It’s crazy. It was only a dream, but it was so real. The Hunters tasted real good and the conflict going on in my head and my heart was so real. In the dream I made a poor choice, even after weighing the pros and cons.

Hopefully in “Real Life” I will be more successful!